Brutality of the Goddess

Now i know the reason why some people are scared to say hi to me.  It’s actually one of the most pathetic reasons i have heard.  they say I’m intimidating.  WHAT’S THAT?  Intimidating?  Come on.  Really now? I can’t be that intimidating for people to actually be scared of ME.

I’m actually short, bug-eyed, and just too plain for words, for all i know.

I’m your everyday, average little girl who grumbles when there’s too much to do and does thesame when there’s nothing to do.

I make mistakes (costly ones and not-so-costly ones) time and time again.

I’ve hurt several people intentionally and unintentionally.

I’m 100% human.

I cannot say hi to everyone or wave a jolly HELLO! because for one, i don’t know everyone.  number two, even if i know the person by name or by face, i’m really shy and i feel awkward having to flash a big, toothy grin and having to shout a resounding hi.  good grief, that person might look at me as if i were a deranged psycho path who loved to scare with compassion.

I’m really, acutely shy.  i feel inferior and intimidated to several people on campus. 

So i guess, if you are the type who feels intimidated by my mere presence, you know now that the feeling is mutual. 

I am willing to be a tad bit more smiley but i need your help.

Phew…until my next blog then.

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